mood: invisible
song of the day: catch my breath - kelly clarkson
lately its been emilie this and emilie that but not in the way i wish it would be... its been 'emilie can you lend XXX 400$ she really needs it and she'll pay you back' or 'emilie can i borrow money' not that i dont like that people depend on me and all but it just seems like im an atm and im even more invisible lately because my sis angel and my gramps and cynthia and my grams and the neighbhor and the man at the market... all their problems are soooooo much more important than me... because you know i was born to stay in the corner to dispense money like a goddamn tree or atm.
oh yeah just tug my branches i love spitting money like its all ive got to offer (sarcasm) -_- . and yeah i get it, parents have the same problem for years when their kids fav question is "can i have 5 bucks" or "but everyone else has one!!!" lolz i now feel your pain parents of the world. then theres the whole skin prob at school where for the first week at my new school 'joes' i didnt feel normal in my own skin when ever i left the classroom. especially in the cafe... but now im getting used to the fact that people avoid me like the plague. but hey im used to it. and no that dosnt mean its time to call the school cop squad and force people to stop staring like i showed up to school in a clown suit. it means i might actually study during lunch or heck i might just start having lunch in class...... ok maybe not XD unless my new bff chey chey decides to stay XD it would rock. we could talk about how socilalogy mixes with phycology if not given a proper analysis by a doctor or how many times inuyasha kissed kagome in season 2 of inuyasha i think ive counted 9 so far XD... well im logging off for the night... ciya compadres
so keep your head in the clouds and keep your feet off the ground.
