Popsicles over dinner plates

Ok so sorry its been a while but i seriously need to rant because this shit is fucked up. Ok so i was hungry and my dad had a friend over so i go downstairs and i ask my dad if he picked something up or if he decided to make something just cuz i didnt feel like making anything so then he says nope so i go looking for some food but my stomache feels like something sweet so i go to the garage and pull out a popsicle cuz i want something sweet that i dont have to make myself so then i go eat it in the kitchen because im not aloud to eat food in the living room so im just eating my popsicle and later when my dads friend is gone, my dad starts yellin at me saying i was making him look bad because i sapposedly 'insinuated' that i wanted a meal and by my choice of food i sapposedly gave out some sos saying we aint got no food but get this, this very same friend visits us all the time and im always complaining we dont have space in the fridge for his greek yogourt BECAUSE we have to much food!!! Like fuck i swear my dads just making shit up to hate me about so when i turn 18 he can just kick me out for all the shit i sapposedly 'planned' and sapposedly 'insinuated' dude im a fuckin 17 year im not fuckin albert einstein not everyone is as paranoid as you ya fuckin asshole i mean god what does a girl have to do to get a break around here! Well anyways i g2g

So keep your feet off the ground and keep your head in the clouds

Baby balloon splash

Yay so baby Gavin is finally born and already giving my sister a hard time XD and we had ourselves a b-day partay for our pops with French butter cream cake yümmy love the cake. Lookin for an awesome pawsome job since I need some cheddar $$$ if imma gonna take my bacon across the world. So wanna travel the world im even learning Japanese. Gonna be so fun.

So keep your head in the clouds and keep your feet off the ground.

GAVIN!!!

ok so its once again been quite some time since my last post but watev. life's just been cray cray and getting weirder and crazier by the second. so angel moved out again and so once again im left all on my lonesome plus i got fired so no more work and school is over so like fuck im home alone all the time with like only 2 friends who sure they are like tots awesome but they still go to school so i can only see them after school and well its never easy. plus my old man keeps giving me like a list of things to do before he leaves for work -_- YAY cuz you know its every young girls dream to spend summer vacay cleaning a fuckin house like seriously im not the maid here. and of coarse my life is like majorly unstable like today i was like crazy worried cuz my sis cynthia is prego yes people i know what your thinking ( AGAIN ) yepers she is having a beautiful (i hope) bouncing baby boy were all excited to welcome GAVIN to the family well its getting late night

so keep your head in the clouds and keep your feet off the ground

trains, plates and buffets

mood: tired/cornered
song of the day: SCAVA by hollywood undead


ok so things have been well... frustratingly crazy i have school and work and doctors appointments and councillors appointments and chores and OY where is my life in this whole thing.... guess i lft it back on planet earth and hey look its calling me back with a slamming call from my friend who wants to get me to be his date for a double date oh great!... not so much, the guy i tots liked and proffessed my love to is the guy me and oly are doubling up with and yeah i called him oly its his nic name... well anyways things are tots not gonna go well all because oly told me he likes me and i told the other guy.... lets call him dirty nick... well i told dirty nick i loved him but he said its not in his personality to date me.... watev that means, well anyways now i cant pull out of the double date because oly made me promise i would go and not chicken out just cuz of dirty nick.   -_-    boys.    well then ive got like my whole angel dish prob because my sister angel see's i have this very messy plate full of work and school and other stuff but shes not hungry so she thinks its ok to add her drama to my plate and now its overflowing... delicious!    -_-   to bad i already had a buffet and desert NO THANK YOU! well im tired goodnight!

so keep your head in the clouds and keep your feet off the ground   XD

catch my breath

mood: invisible
song of the day: catch my breath - kelly clarkson

lately its been emilie this and emilie that but not in the way i wish it would be... its been 'emilie can you lend XXX 400$ she really needs it and she'll pay you back' or 'emilie can i borrow money' not that i dont like that people depend on me and all but it just seems like im an atm and im even more invisible lately because my sis angel and my gramps and cynthia and my grams and the neighbhor and the man at the market... all their problems are soooooo much more important than me... because you know i was born to stay in the corner to dispense money like a goddamn tree or atm. 

oh yeah just tug my branches i love spitting money like its all ive got to offer (sarcasm) -_-  . and yeah i get it, parents have the same problem for years when their kids fav question is "can i have 5 bucks" or "but everyone else has one!!!" lolz i now feel your pain parents of the world. then theres the whole skin prob at school where for the first week at my new school 'joes' i didnt feel normal in my own skin when ever i left the classroom. especially in the cafe... but now im getting used to the fact that people avoid me like the plague. but hey im used to it. and no that dosnt mean its time to call the school cop squad and force people to stop staring like i showed up to school in a clown suit. it means i might actually study during lunch or heck i might just start having lunch in class...... ok maybe not XD unless my new bff chey chey decides to stay XD it would rock. we could talk about how socilalogy mixes with phycology if not given a proper analysis by a doctor or how many times inuyasha kissed kagome in season 2 of inuyasha i think ive counted 9 so far XD... well im logging off for the night... ciya compadres

so keep your head in the clouds and keep your feet off the ground.

the glass castle

mood: sick and way tired
song of the day: thanks for nothing by the downtown fiction

ok so i know i havent written anything in like way long but nothings been normal as usual so my sisters and their boy toys broke up like for the 17th time for angel and her ex danny boy and like the 7th times for cynthia and her boy toy lucifer and cynthia got her own place and took my darling niece with her bye bye kat :(  oh well what can you do its her kid after all. anyways and i've started up at a new school not as good as ESCSF but still pretty cool. the school is like a freaken castle 3 floors of hallways that you can get lost in and the cafeteria on the first floor shares its space with one of those castle towers looking things and a glass roof library heaven. XD after class i hide in there reading books till its time for the library to close. i love the library it has an awesome supernatural section with vampire academy in its collection (oh sweet mother of all that is holy i love the library) and a pretty good manga section i mean of coarse they have the cliche usual that like every other school in the country has but they dont have a book on naruto shippuden ofcoarse and yet again there is no sign of amazing agent luna :'(  oh well the search is not over yet. but they do have good books like snow drop and INVU and vampire game... i havent read vampire game yet but the cover looks pretty awesome and it has vampire so its gotta be good. well i wont know till i read it so... well and then i finally met my new fam doc and he's ok im just glad he's not a pill pusher and does his job pretty thoroughly so thats always awesome... well i gotta go my stomache is killing me from cramps i drank spoiled milk and im feeling sick as a dog. lolz leave it to me to make yet another mistake. been doing that alot lately. lolz well ciya round.

so keep your head in the clouds and keep your feet off the ground