mood: invisible
song of the day: catch my breath - kelly clarkson
lately its been emilie this and emilie that but not in the way i wish it would be... its been 'emilie can you lend XXX 400$ she really needs it and she'll pay you back' or 'emilie can i borrow money' not that i dont like that people depend on me and all but it just seems like im an atm and im even more invisible lately because my sis angel and my gramps and cynthia and my grams and the neighbhor and the man at the market... all their problems are soooooo much more important than me... because you know i was born to stay in the corner to dispense money like a goddamn tree or atm.
oh yeah just tug my branches i love spitting money like its all ive got to offer (sarcasm) -_- . and yeah i get it, parents have the same problem for years when their kids fav question is "can i have 5 bucks" or "but everyone else has one!!!" lolz i now feel your pain parents of the world. then theres the whole skin prob at school where for the first week at my new school 'joes' i didnt feel normal in my own skin when ever i left the classroom. especially in the cafe... but now im getting used to the fact that people avoid me like the plague. but hey im used to it. and no that dosnt mean its time to call the school cop squad and force people to stop staring like i showed up to school in a clown suit. it means i might actually study during lunch or heck i might just start having lunch in class...... ok maybe not XD unless my new bff chey chey decides to stay XD it would rock. we could talk about how socilalogy mixes with phycology if not given a proper analysis by a doctor or how many times inuyasha kissed kagome in season 2 of inuyasha i think ive counted 9 so far XD... well im logging off for the night... ciya compadres
so keep your head in the clouds and keep your feet off the ground.
mood: sick and way tired
song of the day: thanks for nothing by the downtown fiction
ok so i know i havent written anything in like way long but nothings been normal as usual so my sisters and their boy toys broke up like for the 17th time for angel and her ex danny boy and like the 7th times for cynthia and her boy toy lucifer and cynthia got her own place and took my darling niece with her bye bye kat :( oh well what can you do its her kid after all. anyways and i've started up at a new school not as good as ESCSF but still pretty cool. the school is like a freaken castle 3 floors of hallways that you can get lost in and the cafeteria on the first floor shares its space with one of those castle towers looking things and a glass roof library heaven. XD after class i hide in there reading books till its time for the library to close. i love the library it has an awesome supernatural section with vampire academy in its collection (oh sweet mother of all that is holy i love the library) and a pretty good manga section i mean of coarse they have the cliche usual that like every other school in the country has but they dont have a book on naruto shippuden ofcoarse and yet again there is no sign of amazing agent luna :'( oh well the search is not over yet. but they do have good books like snow drop and INVU and vampire game... i havent read vampire game yet but the cover looks pretty awesome and it has vampire so its gotta be good. well i wont know till i read it so... well and then i finally met my new fam doc and he's ok im just glad he's not a pill pusher and does his job pretty thoroughly so thats always awesome... well i gotta go my stomache is killing me from cramps i drank spoiled milk and im feeling sick as a dog. lolz leave it to me to make yet another mistake. been doing that alot lately. lolz well ciya round.
so keep your head in the clouds and keep your feet off the ground
