so my dad keeps talking about how i could be so great at everything i do if i only tried and how I'm smarter than this and that I'm not even using 10% effort right now. well DUH!!! maybe its because I'm in a shit ass school in a shit ass neighborhood with teachers who don't even care of coarse i wont try at least not until something peaks my interest because honestly i don't even want to be all that smart i just want to be normal like everybody else i don't want to be a smarty pants loser who gets beat up all the time trust me been there done that and plus if i actually become smarter he'll just get bossier and ill get more responsible and everything will change again i don't want anything to change but it seems that's his goal in life for me to be his perfect daughter i mean he wants me to be super smart and he wants me to get a job and he wants me to always fetch things for him and... sorry I'm becoming a blabbermouth aren't i...well ciya next time
so keep your head in the clouds and keep your feet off the ground
