random

i know this might be random but when i was feeling down someone told me to check out the show 'life unexpected' and well it was...well...unexpected. i really like the show because for once its not like a fairy tale or a nightmare or something that you wish you had. its the truth. its all about life and its twist and turns and about a not so perfect family trying desperately to make it, in our broken little world. finally a TV show that dosnt seem like a TV show... if you've ever watched it im sure you've made some kind of connection and that you thought for even just a second 'wow i can kinda relate a little'.


well thats all for my random midnight mumbling... lmfao       XD

blazing heat

wow, its not even summer yet and its blazing hot outside... time to hit the beach...or the pool... i was so happy today when my teacher had announced that my class would be getting free ice cream the only problem was, no one thought i should get any ice cream because i don't really participate much in class... i mean i try to participate, but, most of the things we do in my class are group activities or group projects and not many people want to be in my group... so i was really surprised when one of my classmates and my teacher both vouched for me... even if its almost the end of the school year, this semester was pretty cool and i hope that the people i met at this school had a great year to.


i cant wait till I'm an adult so that i can see what everyone has become whether its a scientist, an architect or a ballet instructor I'm sure it will be fantastic. XD

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i feel very lonely. i've always tried to stand out but when i do they think im a freak and ignore me... am i wrong to try and stand out or am i wrong to stay quiet? even if i ask, i never get an answer... it worries me when people talk about me dying alone like the old lady with 12 cats, but sometimes i ask myself if she was ever happy and then i get confussed again...


                                                             whoops im mumbling again... -_-'

hi

hi.


im a very confussed personne, i dont have alot of friends and i get nervous very easily. i really want to change the way i am but im having alot of trouble doing that.